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[ There's an almost imperceptible twitch of Viktor's fingers at that shout from the other. Not unused to such things from Jayce, he doesn't move from his spot but only turns to look at Jayce more fully. His hand is wavering as he raises it to gently cup Jayce's cheek. ]
We both lost sight of what our dream was supposed to be. We both failed to notice that our dream was doomed from the very start. The Council would never have allowed for any of it. Picking who to blame will not change what has happened. But I created the hexcore to begin with, and in my desire to try and live, to cheat death, it changed me. My obsession with the hexcore allowed it to fully utilize that to its advantage over me. The dream it showed me was not a dream I would ever have wanted. The commune it was...it was horrifying. I. I did not help anyone; I only hurt and took from them.
[ Took from them the same things that had been taken from him his entire life, choice. Perhaps in a perfect world, it would have been different; it could have worked if things hadn't gone as horribly wrong as they had. ]
How could you ever think that I would not want to look at the man who has only ever seen me? [ He will slowly caress Jayce's cheek with his metallic thumb, that thrumming in his chest coming alive once again. ]
We are quite the selfish pair, but we are somehow managing. Not as, eh, bad as I would have imagined either. [ And here he will press his forehead against Jayce's, his eyes fluttering closed for a brief second as he speaks. ]
My dream...our dream, it all meant nothing without you.
We both lost sight of what our dream was supposed to be. We both failed to notice that our dream was doomed from the very start. The Council would never have allowed for any of it. Picking who to blame will not change what has happened. But I created the hexcore to begin with, and in my desire to try and live, to cheat death, it changed me. My obsession with the hexcore allowed it to fully utilize that to its advantage over me. The dream it showed me was not a dream I would ever have wanted. The commune it was...it was horrifying. I. I did not help anyone; I only hurt and took from them.
[ Took from them the same things that had been taken from him his entire life, choice. Perhaps in a perfect world, it would have been different; it could have worked if things hadn't gone as horribly wrong as they had. ]
How could you ever think that I would not want to look at the man who has only ever seen me? [ He will slowly caress Jayce's cheek with his metallic thumb, that thrumming in his chest coming alive once again. ]
We are quite the selfish pair, but we are somehow managing. Not as, eh, bad as I would have imagined either. [ And here he will press his forehead against Jayce's, his eyes fluttering closed for a brief second as he speaks. ]
My dream...our dream, it all meant nothing without you.
[ Viktor's eyes narrow at that challenge, that call out, and he has half a mind to give a biting retort back. ] Do not presume to know what I would or would not do.
[ He gives Dodger a look as if he's staring right through him for a second or two. His eyes flash an angry color of red. ]
I am not...wimping out, as you have put it. [ Another huff as he pulls on Dodger's hair again, a bit more insistent. ]
I do not think this is a good idea. [ It's the wavering in his voice that makes him genuinely concerned. He's not sure what will happen with his powers if he does this with Dodger. He doesn't want to accidentally invade his mind or do something that might cause harm to the other man. ]
We should stop here, for now. I. I apologize. [ Viktor doesn't really care what this makes him seem like to the other man. It's imperative that he not lose control, and that's really all that matters. The doubts and the second guesses are also enough to cause him to waver. ] Another time, perhaps.
[ If this doesn't put Dodger off completely, which Viktor would certainly understand. ]
[ He gives Dodger a look as if he's staring right through him for a second or two. His eyes flash an angry color of red. ]
I am not...wimping out, as you have put it. [ Another huff as he pulls on Dodger's hair again, a bit more insistent. ]
I do not think this is a good idea. [ It's the wavering in his voice that makes him genuinely concerned. He's not sure what will happen with his powers if he does this with Dodger. He doesn't want to accidentally invade his mind or do something that might cause harm to the other man. ]
We should stop here, for now. I. I apologize. [ Viktor doesn't really care what this makes him seem like to the other man. It's imperative that he not lose control, and that's really all that matters. The doubts and the second guesses are also enough to cause him to waver. ] Another time, perhaps.
[ If this doesn't put Dodger off completely, which Viktor would certainly understand. ]
[Dodger's expression makes it clear that he's unhappy, but he moves with Viktor's hand. Sitting up and then getting to his feet, giving Viktor space but failing to hide his own disappointment. The best he can do is mask it as frustration.
It doesn't occur to him that powers would be the problem. Mostly because he has decent control over his own powers and generally wants powers to crop up during sex. But that leaves him at a loss. He was clearly doing a good job, so he can't blame himself, just something nebulous making Viktor afraid to get too into things. His gaze keeps sweeping over Viktor's body, as if the answer would be written somewhere on his skin.]
It's fine. It happens.
[He thinks.]
Next time. In the meantime... thanks for the date, I guess.
[He's checking his Watch, because... he genuinely isn't sure if that counts enough to get a card. But he sure would love to at least get that. Between that and the furrowed brow he's probably coming off as a jackass, but he doesn't notice or particularly care.]
It doesn't occur to him that powers would be the problem. Mostly because he has decent control over his own powers and generally wants powers to crop up during sex. But that leaves him at a loss. He was clearly doing a good job, so he can't blame himself, just something nebulous making Viktor afraid to get too into things. His gaze keeps sweeping over Viktor's body, as if the answer would be written somewhere on his skin.]
It's fine. It happens.
[He thinks.]
Next time. In the meantime... thanks for the date, I guess.
[He's checking his Watch, because... he genuinely isn't sure if that counts enough to get a card. But he sure would love to at least get that. Between that and the furrowed brow he's probably coming off as a jackass, but he doesn't notice or particularly care.]
[ Delivered slipped beneath the door, with no trace of the sender having asked for his room or knowing where he resides, not even necessarily having made a big deal of their own name being one to remember...
Is a small square of drawing paper, on which a single purple hydrangea is drawn in watercolor.
Beneath the illustration, it is signed "Kiritsubo". ]
Is a small square of drawing paper, on which a single purple hydrangea is drawn in watercolor.
Beneath the illustration, it is signed "Kiritsubo". ]
[An hour or so after midnight, Dodger knocks on Viktor's door and disappears before he can answer. In his wake he leaves a small present behind on the floor.
The wrapping paper is nice, and poorly wrapped around a circular shape. Inside (loose, not in a box or anything) is a metal gear charm. Some fingerprints in the metal betray that it is handmade.
Attached is a note - Merry Christmas. I'll text you on your birthday. --Dodger]
The wrapping paper is nice, and poorly wrapped around a circular shape. Inside (loose, not in a box or anything) is a metal gear charm. Some fingerprints in the metal betray that it is handmade.
Attached is a note - Merry Christmas. I'll text you on your birthday. --Dodger]
[ At some point on Christmas morning, a helpful and industrious resort staff member will deliver a box to Viktor on Keita's behalf. The wrapping paper is a sort of iridescent light blue, tied in a deep purple ribbon and with a card sitting atop.
Inside the box, Viktor will find a clockwork gift from Keita, taking the shape of a young oak tree. At first the branches look dead, but should Viktor find the small knob on the back of the trunk and turn it, he will hear the clockwork inside engage as the trunk expands and leaves begin to grow from it, filling out the empty spaces. At its peak, the tree looks fully grown and in full bloom, so to speak, before the leaves withdraw again and it withers back down to youth and begins the whole cycle anew.
The accompanying card reads, ]
As it turns out, the components I took from your room at Halloween came in quite handy for this. I confess it isn't particularly useful except as something to keep your hands busy, but I hope it's nonetheless to your liking.
I'm pleased we met, and I hope to get to know you better in time.
Happy Christmas, Viktor.
Mori
Inside the box, Viktor will find a clockwork gift from Keita, taking the shape of a young oak tree. At first the branches look dead, but should Viktor find the small knob on the back of the trunk and turn it, he will hear the clockwork inside engage as the trunk expands and leaves begin to grow from it, filling out the empty spaces. At its peak, the tree looks fully grown and in full bloom, so to speak, before the leaves withdraw again and it withers back down to youth and begins the whole cycle anew.
The accompanying card reads, ]
As it turns out, the components I took from your room at Halloween came in quite handy for this. I confess it isn't particularly useful except as something to keep your hands busy, but I hope it's nonetheless to your liking.
I'm pleased we met, and I hope to get to know you better in time.
Happy Christmas, Viktor.
Mori
[ Viktor receives the hand drawn picture with a curious and intrigued look. It's only after a day or two of its delivery that he messages the not so mysterious sender. ]
I thank you, for the drawing. Its detail and elegance cannot be undermined. I assume from the books I have gathered that it is a purple hydrangea. Does it hold any significance in your world?
I thank you, for the drawing. Its detail and elegance cannot be undermined. I assume from the books I have gathered that it is a purple hydrangea. Does it hold any significance in your world?
You are most welcome. Supposedly, it is the season for greetings and gifts, even in this place where time has lost much meaning.
There was a time in my world, perhaps a bit long ago by human reckoning, when flowers for others were carefully selected to express feelings or intent. It may now be somewhat passé, but I was quite fond of it.
Do you wish for me to tell you its significance? Or shall I set you back on the trail in the library in search of answer to this mystery?
There was a time in my world, perhaps a bit long ago by human reckoning, when flowers for others were carefully selected to express feelings or intent. It may now be somewhat passé, but I was quite fond of it.
Do you wish for me to tell you its significance? Or shall I set you back on the trail in the library in search of answer to this mystery?
[ First the gear and now...this. Viktor is not very good at receiving things and the only reason he hasn't gone directly to Dodger's to return it is because of the dungeon number 1, and number 2 is because he hasn't provided anything to give as a gift back. Returning a gift is impossibly rude, even if he doesn't think he deserves it, especially not with how their last interaction went. ]
This is...far too much. I don't deserve such kindness, especially if you are not to join me for any of it.
[ It is his money after all. ]
At least...allow me to return the favor at some point.
This is...far too much. I don't deserve such kindness, especially if you are not to join me for any of it.
[ It is his money after all. ]
At least...allow me to return the favor at some point.
i'm not using it for anything. i like both of you, so it's going to a good cause.
think of it like you're hotwifing.
[Ignoring that Viktor would be doing things with his actual partner, and... how weird that is to say anyway after their last interaction.]
my birthday's on the 16th.
you can send me something then.
assuming i'm still around, at least.
think of it like you're hotwifing.
[Ignoring that Viktor would be doing things with his actual partner, and... how weird that is to say anyway after their last interaction.]
my birthday's on the 16th.
you can send me something then.
assuming i'm still around, at least.
You like me, still, even after everything?
[ He doesn't really understand that. Dodger hating him, knowing what he knows now, would be more logical to him, and yet he...persists by bringing gifts and offering genuine kindness. For Viktor, it does make his chest tighten painfully in a way he's only briefly felt while here. ]
Why would you not be?
[ He doesn't really understand that. Dodger hating him, knowing what he knows now, would be more logical to him, and yet he...persists by bringing gifts and offering genuine kindness. For Viktor, it does make his chest tighten painfully in a way he's only briefly felt while here. ]
Why would you not be?
[There's a long pause here. Both questions are... complicated, and he feels like it would be easier to speak than to put it into text. But he can't quite bring himself to switch over.]
i think there are realities out there where you exist, but everything about you is different. appearance, voice, actions. but it's still you.
i get memory bleeds like that, where i don't recognize myself but i know it's me.
and that makes it tough, thinking about arzial around you.
and how much jayce and i have in common.
but you're one of my best friends. and you're the first person i met here.
that's hard to let go of.
i've seen a lot of realities.
i always die before i turn 26. i'm turning 26 in two weeks.
i don't know what that means in a place where death doesn't stick.
i think there are realities out there where you exist, but everything about you is different. appearance, voice, actions. but it's still you.
i get memory bleeds like that, where i don't recognize myself but i know it's me.
and that makes it tough, thinking about arzial around you.
and how much jayce and i have in common.
but you're one of my best friends. and you're the first person i met here.
that's hard to let go of.
i've seen a lot of realities.
i always die before i turn 26. i'm turning 26 in two weeks.
i don't know what that means in a place where death doesn't stick.
I have seen such things myself, created them, actually, as well. As...a mage or some sort of entity, what I exist as now, perhaps.
[ As an entity that existed outside of space and time, willingly subjecting himself and Jayce to multiple timelines, multiple realities, where their lives are always inexplicably intertwined. Doomed worlds that were only made so that he could piece together the puzzle and fix things that were his own fault. He never expected to live beyond his last moments with Jayce, but now that he's her,e he does wonder if the timeline back home still continues to rewrite itself over and over again.
But Arzial...the name makes his jaw tighten. He can say he hates the man all he wants, but he was once a similar man, even if it was out of his control, and he himself was being controlled. ]
Arzial...for what he has done to you, I cannot forgive it, and I am sorry that you had to go through something like that. To use one's powers willingly in such a manner... [ Viktor was horrified by his own actions, willing to die alone to rectify them even. ]
I'm glad you and Jayce are getting along. I sometimes wonder if he is...happy with me. He gave up everything to be with me for a reason I am still coming to terms with. Trying to accept and acknowledge it still. But it's good to see that he is finding others to spend his time with here.
[ Ah. So that's it, is it? Another dreary commonality shared between them. ]
There is always a factor that can break the cycle, finding it is the hard part, and perhaps being here is that factor for you. I was...not supposed to turn 33, but I am still here today, so take that as some comfort.
[ As an entity that existed outside of space and time, willingly subjecting himself and Jayce to multiple timelines, multiple realities, where their lives are always inexplicably intertwined. Doomed worlds that were only made so that he could piece together the puzzle and fix things that were his own fault. He never expected to live beyond his last moments with Jayce, but now that he's her,e he does wonder if the timeline back home still continues to rewrite itself over and over again.
But Arzial...the name makes his jaw tighten. He can say he hates the man all he wants, but he was once a similar man, even if it was out of his control, and he himself was being controlled. ]
Arzial...for what he has done to you, I cannot forgive it, and I am sorry that you had to go through something like that. To use one's powers willingly in such a manner... [ Viktor was horrified by his own actions, willing to die alone to rectify them even. ]
I'm glad you and Jayce are getting along. I sometimes wonder if he is...happy with me. He gave up everything to be with me for a reason I am still coming to terms with. Trying to accept and acknowledge it still. But it's good to see that he is finding others to spend his time with here.
[ Ah. So that's it, is it? Another dreary commonality shared between them. ]
There is always a factor that can break the cycle, finding it is the hard part, and perhaps being here is that factor for you. I was...not supposed to turn 33, but I am still here today, so take that as some comfort.
[It's far from comforting, but it is familiar. Dodger's experience with his memory-bleeds has led to him believing strongly in fate, and... even if he hasn't been able to access those other worlds, he can see the trends. He can see how often he ends up exactly where he is, how even if he manages to avoid Arzial he still tends to meet someone like him, and the same goes for other important people in his life.
Ironically, the thing he latches onto is the easiest thing for him to focus on.]
does it matter if he's happy?
it's what he wants.
it has to be worth it, or he wouldn't chase it.
[He's been stewing on something similar. His growing confusion over how many people have asked him if he likes how his life is going, and how people treat him. As if that has ever mattered.]
maybe it just means we'll both die as soon as we go home.
reality reasserting itself and all that.
the house is doing shit that shouldn't be possible, including keeping everyone alive.
Ironically, the thing he latches onto is the easiest thing for him to focus on.]
does it matter if he's happy?
it's what he wants.
it has to be worth it, or he wouldn't chase it.
[He's been stewing on something similar. His growing confusion over how many people have asked him if he likes how his life is going, and how people treat him. As if that has ever mattered.]
maybe it just means we'll both die as soon as we go home.
reality reasserting itself and all that.
the house is doing shit that shouldn't be possible, including keeping everyone alive.
It does matter to me.
But perhaps you are right.
Though I cannot say for certain if the thing he is chasing is worth it.
If I...
[ am worth it is what he does not finish typing!! ]
There is no maybe for me. But the fact that I have a physical body at all is something of an intrigue to me.
And you are right about that. The house as an entity is a fascinating subject of study.
Being able to insert its influence into our timelines and pluck us from them, regardless of our state.
[ Well, the Mage had done that to Jayce, but it was with the aid of the anomaly. ]
But perhaps you are right.
Though I cannot say for certain if the thing he is chasing is worth it.
If I...
[ am worth it is what he does not finish typing!! ]
There is no maybe for me. But the fact that I have a physical body at all is something of an intrigue to me.
And you are right about that. The house as an entity is a fascinating subject of study.
Being able to insert its influence into our timelines and pluck us from them, regardless of our state.
[ Well, the Mage had done that to Jayce, but it was with the aid of the anomaly. ]
[That is interesting... so many things about Viktor leave Dodger confused and intrigued. And it sure seems like Viktor is a lot more powerful than Arzial ever was. Concerning, deeply frightening... but maybe a good thing, that Viktor turned out so well in spite of all that power.
Maybe it's a good thing that he got his power later in life.]
maybe not worth it to you. but it's worth it to him.
that's all i meant.
we can debate the objective value of things as much as we want, but men do crazy shit for the things they care about. and the people.
look.
i hurt a lot of people back home.
i only really felt anything about a few of them.
the rest were people i didn't know, and i had a reason to kill them. didn't really matter if it was a good one.
you can't change the world without getting your hands dirty, right?
we're both fucked up. and i don't think you'll do anything worse to me than anyone else has done.
i'm just worried that i'm gonna hurt you if you come near me.
Maybe it's a good thing that he got his power later in life.]
maybe not worth it to you. but it's worth it to him.
that's all i meant.
we can debate the objective value of things as much as we want, but men do crazy shit for the things they care about. and the people.
look.
i hurt a lot of people back home.
i only really felt anything about a few of them.
the rest were people i didn't know, and i had a reason to kill them. didn't really matter if it was a good one.
you can't change the world without getting your hands dirty, right?
we're both fucked up. and i don't think you'll do anything worse to me than anyone else has done.
i'm just worried that i'm gonna hurt you if you come near me.
You are certainly not wrong about the 'doing crazy shit' for people they care about. [ Case and point, Jayce. But that's a conversation that he won't get into; it's perhaps better left for Jayce to tell Dodger what he has done to him in their past. ]
You think you are the only one to hurt people? I have done it to people I do care deeply for as well.
Intentional or not. It is something that I have to contend with every day.
You will not hurt me any more than anyone else has in my own world. [ Jayce. ]
You are also not the most dangerous thing I have come face-to-face with and have attempted to help either.
[ Vander comes to mind quite easily... ]
But I will remain at a distance, if that is what you wish for. I will be here whenever you are ready to speak in person again. And even if it is just to speak about what is on your mind, I can perhaps offer an ear...or eyes, if we are to maintain this distance.
You think you are the only one to hurt people? I have done it to people I do care deeply for as well.
Intentional or not. It is something that I have to contend with every day.
You will not hurt me any more than anyone else has in my own world. [ Jayce. ]
You are also not the most dangerous thing I have come face-to-face with and have attempted to help either.
[ Vander comes to mind quite easily... ]
But I will remain at a distance, if that is what you wish for. I will be here whenever you are ready to speak in person again. And even if it is just to speak about what is on your mind, I can perhaps offer an ear...or eyes, if we are to maintain this distance.
i don't know if i believe that last part.
i'm the most dangerous thing in my world.
i'm one of the most dangerous people here.
but i'd like to think you can help me.
you, jayce, or some combination.
[He's been doing better here than he ever was at home. Calm, comfortable, able to pull himself back the few times he's lost his temper or his nerve. And able to talk to Viktor at all, past the point where he feels like he'd normally be seeing red.
There was the incident with Esikko on Christmas, but that's... well, a backslide doesn't mean a complete lack of progress.]
i'll come visit you on my birthday.
hopefully i'll be doing alright.
and if not, i'll go talk to henry afterward.
[Not that Henry's really had to deal with Dodger's temper yet, but he finds the man calming, and that has to count for something.]
i'm the most dangerous thing in my world.
i'm one of the most dangerous people here.
but i'd like to think you can help me.
you, jayce, or some combination.
[He's been doing better here than he ever was at home. Calm, comfortable, able to pull himself back the few times he's lost his temper or his nerve. And able to talk to Viktor at all, past the point where he feels like he'd normally be seeing red.
There was the incident with Esikko on Christmas, but that's... well, a backslide doesn't mean a complete lack of progress.]
i'll come visit you on my birthday.
hopefully i'll be doing alright.
and if not, i'll go talk to henry afterward.
[Not that Henry's really had to deal with Dodger's temper yet, but he finds the man calming, and that has to count for something.]
It is our sincerest desire to do just that. To help you.
How have the newer versions of the potion been working for you? Is there any progress at all?
[ He's been making minor adjustments based on Dodger's feedback and what has and hasn't worked for him. But something Dodger types makes him curious. Henry...and not Esikko, hm. ]
You need not push yourself for me, especially on such a day. If you wish to visit, then we might perhaps go somewhere you feel comfortable.
Henry? We have spoken in the past. I asked him if he would be able to make me some pieces for my...projects.
But not Esikko? Interesting. I had thought you two were close, unless I am mistaken?
How have the newer versions of the potion been working for you? Is there any progress at all?
[ He's been making minor adjustments based on Dodger's feedback and what has and hasn't worked for him. But something Dodger types makes him curious. Henry...and not Esikko, hm. ]
You need not push yourself for me, especially on such a day. If you wish to visit, then we might perhaps go somewhere you feel comfortable.
Henry? We have spoken in the past. I asked him if he would be able to make me some pieces for my...projects.
But not Esikko? Interesting. I had thought you two were close, unless I am mistaken?
last time i used it, i still panicked. and i burnt henry. but... i don't know, it's getting somewhere.
if you haven't talked to john doe, he might be able to give you some pointers.
[Granted, the fireproofing potion he got from John is much simpler than what he's asking Viktor to do. But he's fairly convinced John is able to make anything possible.]
fuck esikko.
it's complicated.
it's been complicated for a while.
i don't know.
but, i've got henry. he's been keeping me sane lately.
he's great, i'm sure whatever he makes for you is gonna be good.
if you haven't talked to john doe, he might be able to give you some pointers.
[Granted, the fireproofing potion he got from John is much simpler than what he's asking Viktor to do. But he's fairly convinced John is able to make anything possible.]
fuck esikko.
it's complicated.
it's been complicated for a while.
i don't know.
but, i've got henry. he's been keeping me sane lately.
he's great, i'm sure whatever he makes for you is gonna be good.
[ An interesting thing to make note of, for next year, if he is still around for such things. ]
I was not familiar with this tradition. Nothing like it existed in Zaun. But it is good to see that people are forgetting their roots or their traditions, despite our being here. It gives some a sense of normalcy, I would expect.
[ But, hm. ]
It is not that I haven't already looked myself, but the purple hydrangea has several meanings. I would not wish to assume anything but is it perhaps that you wish for a deeper understanding?
I was not familiar with this tradition. Nothing like it existed in Zaun. But it is good to see that people are forgetting their roots or their traditions, despite our being here. It gives some a sense of normalcy, I would expect.
[ But, hm. ]
It is not that I haven't already looked myself, but the purple hydrangea has several meanings. I would not wish to assume anything but is it perhaps that you wish for a deeper understanding?
Something more calming then. I will note that as well as speaking to John. We are...close so I will ask him his thoughts on the matter.
[ Perhaps they could make something together. But his eyebrow does raise at that. Words, they might be better, there is no denying the vehemence in the ones Dodger types out. ]
Complicated does not mean it's inherently bad.
But without knowing the circumstances, I can't exactly say much more than that.
I hope you two can figure it out.
[ Hm. ]
He seems honest and hardworking. I look forward to seeing the results of what he produces.
[ Perhaps they could make something together. But his eyebrow does raise at that. Words, they might be better, there is no denying the vehemence in the ones Dodger types out. ]
Complicated does not mean it's inherently bad.
But without knowing the circumstances, I can't exactly say much more than that.
I hope you two can figure it out.
[ Hm. ]
He seems honest and hardworking. I look forward to seeing the results of what he produces.
[He does briefly consider elaborating on exactly what's going on with Esikko. But... on top of being genuinely complicated, involving things Dodger barely understands himself, it also just... paints him in a really bad light. And he's already sick of hearing everyone talk about Esikko like he can't defend himself.]
if we can figure it out, viktor, i'm sure esikko and i will sooner or later.
things are easier here than they were at home.
for better or for worse.
honest and hard-working are good words for him.
he's pretty great in bed, too.
he's been teaching me how to blacksmith, or... i guess how to do more than just those metal charms.
if we can figure it out, viktor, i'm sure esikko and i will sooner or later.
things are easier here than they were at home.
for better or for worse.
honest and hard-working are good words for him.
he's pretty great in bed, too.
he's been teaching me how to blacksmith, or... i guess how to do more than just those metal charms.
We come from a wide variety of places, with vast varieties of traditions. There is much to learn from in this place. And grow from, if we desire.
If we can take it back.
As for the meaning...
Yes, you have carefully selected the one which I intended.
Would you send me a purple hydrangea in turn, if you possessed the talent or the access to a florist... ?
If we can take it back.
As for the meaning...
Yes, you have carefully selected the one which I intended.
Would you send me a purple hydrangea in turn, if you possessed the talent or the access to a florist... ?
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