[There's a long pause here. Both questions are... complicated, and he feels like it would be easier to speak than to put it into text. But he can't quite bring himself to switch over.]
i think there are realities out there where you exist, but everything about you is different. appearance, voice, actions. but it's still you. i get memory bleeds like that, where i don't recognize myself but i know it's me. and that makes it tough, thinking about arzial around you. and how much jayce and i have in common. but you're one of my best friends. and you're the first person i met here. that's hard to let go of.
i've seen a lot of realities. i always die before i turn 26. i'm turning 26 in two weeks. i don't know what that means in a place where death doesn't stick.
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i think there are realities out there where you exist, but everything about you is different. appearance, voice, actions. but it's still you.
i get memory bleeds like that, where i don't recognize myself but i know it's me.
and that makes it tough, thinking about arzial around you.
and how much jayce and i have in common.
but you're one of my best friends. and you're the first person i met here.
that's hard to let go of.
i've seen a lot of realities.
i always die before i turn 26. i'm turning 26 in two weeks.
i don't know what that means in a place where death doesn't stick.