[It's far from comforting, but it is familiar. Dodger's experience with his memory-bleeds has led to him believing strongly in fate, and... even if he hasn't been able to access those other worlds, he can see the trends. He can see how often he ends up exactly where he is, how even if he manages to avoid Arzial he still tends to meet someone like him, and the same goes for other important people in his life.
Ironically, the thing he latches onto is the easiest thing for him to focus on.]
does it matter if he's happy? it's what he wants. it has to be worth it, or he wouldn't chase it.
[He's been stewing on something similar. His growing confusion over how many people have asked him if he likes how his life is going, and how people treat him. As if that has ever mattered.]
maybe it just means we'll both die as soon as we go home. reality reasserting itself and all that. the house is doing shit that shouldn't be possible, including keeping everyone alive.
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Ironically, the thing he latches onto is the easiest thing for him to focus on.]
does it matter if he's happy?
it's what he wants.
it has to be worth it, or he wouldn't chase it.
[He's been stewing on something similar. His growing confusion over how many people have asked him if he likes how his life is going, and how people treat him. As if that has ever mattered.]
maybe it just means we'll both die as soon as we go home.
reality reasserting itself and all that.
the house is doing shit that shouldn't be possible, including keeping everyone alive.