Yes I am sure. I have never had much say over it, my body, but this is something I can say for certain I wish to learn about with you, together. [ It's a hushed whisper as he stalls his hand, eyes looking back at Jayce with worry and a tinge of uncertainty. ]
It does not have to be right now in this moment if you are...worried. [ It is a bit of a curveball to this otherwise strange day they're having, and Viktor already worried Jayce enough as is coming here. ]
But I did want to make it known for the future, for later, and perhaps we can discuss how to go about it together. Unless you would like to try now? [ He will lean in to kiss Jayce on the lips before pulling back. He gives him a questioning look. ]
[He knows it's not Viktor's intent to remind him of how Jayce himself was someone who helped contribute to Viktor not feeling like he had any say over his body, but he does tighten his jaw upon hearing it, his own guilt there but fleeting.]
If it's what you want to do, we can do it now.
[He leans in, giving another replying kiss to Viktor's own, and then kissing his forehead as well.]
I'll just need to find my tools. And... blow out all the candles.
[ The humming in Viktor's chest pauses for a second, and he looks surprised but also genuinely appreciative of Jayce's willingness to go along with his crazy ideas for the night. But there is one little thing... ]
Perhaps we should, ah, help you first? I cannot imagine it will be easy to concentrate when you are, well, hard.
[ Taking care of Jayce is just as important to him, and he wants this to be good for them both. His cheeks are also flushed as he murmurs that, eyes looking down between them. ] I want you to enjoy yourself as well, Jayce.
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It does not have to be right now in this moment if you are...worried. [ It is a bit of a curveball to this otherwise strange day they're having, and Viktor already worried Jayce enough as is coming here. ]
But I did want to make it known for the future, for later, and perhaps we can discuss how to go about it together. Unless you would like to try now? [ He will lean in to kiss Jayce on the lips before pulling back. He gives him a questioning look. ]
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If it's what you want to do, we can do it now.
[He leans in, giving another replying kiss to Viktor's own, and then kissing his forehead as well.]
I'll just need to find my tools. And... blow out all the candles.
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Perhaps we should, ah, help you first? I cannot imagine it will be easy to concentrate when you are, well, hard.
[ Taking care of Jayce is just as important to him, and he wants this to be good for them both. His cheeks are also flushed as he murmurs that, eyes looking down between them. ] I want you to enjoy yourself as well, Jayce.