[Viktor's fucking with him, isn't he? Oh wait, no, he isn't. Jayce listens, brows furrowed, his hand dragged along Viktor's stomach and chest, where the bolts of his brace are embedded now into his skin. Viktor's hand teasing him already sure isn't helping him keep a clear mind about this, either.]
You want me to open you up, literally, and stick my hand in?
[He's a little agape, more because of precisely how dangerous that could be. They haven't studied Viktor's new form enough to know what could happen even before he sticks his hand in- just undoing those bolts alone could tear Viktor apart. Maybe.]
You're... really sure?
[He's curious about it, of course he is. The very first thing he wanted to do when they were together in that astral mind space was to try and shove himself inside Viktor. It's only the potential for danger that would hold him back. But if Viktor's truly certain...]
What you're reaching for right now isn't a screwdriver. But I've got one in the drawer.
Yes I am sure. I have never had much say over it, my body, but this is something I can say for certain I wish to learn about with you, together. [ It's a hushed whisper as he stalls his hand, eyes looking back at Jayce with worry and a tinge of uncertainty. ]
It does not have to be right now in this moment if you are...worried. [ It is a bit of a curveball to this otherwise strange day they're having, and Viktor already worried Jayce enough as is coming here. ]
But I did want to make it known for the future, for later, and perhaps we can discuss how to go about it together. Unless you would like to try now? [ He will lean in to kiss Jayce on the lips before pulling back. He gives him a questioning look. ]
[He knows it's not Viktor's intent to remind him of how Jayce himself was someone who helped contribute to Viktor not feeling like he had any say over his body, but he does tighten his jaw upon hearing it, his own guilt there but fleeting.]
If it's what you want to do, we can do it now.
[He leans in, giving another replying kiss to Viktor's own, and then kissing his forehead as well.]
I'll just need to find my tools. And... blow out all the candles.
[ The humming in Viktor's chest pauses for a second, and he looks surprised but also genuinely appreciative of Jayce's willingness to go along with his crazy ideas for the night. But there is one little thing... ]
Perhaps we should, ah, help you first? I cannot imagine it will be easy to concentrate when you are, well, hard.
[ Taking care of Jayce is just as important to him, and he wants this to be good for them both. His cheeks are also flushed as he murmurs that, eyes looking down between them. ] I want you to enjoy yourself as well, Jayce.
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[Viktor's fucking with him, isn't he? Oh wait, no, he isn't. Jayce listens, brows furrowed, his hand dragged along Viktor's stomach and chest, where the bolts of his brace are embedded now into his skin. Viktor's hand teasing him already sure isn't helping him keep a clear mind about this, either.]
You want me to open you up, literally, and stick my hand in?
[He's a little agape, more because of precisely how dangerous that could be. They haven't studied Viktor's new form enough to know what could happen even before he sticks his hand in- just undoing those bolts alone could tear Viktor apart. Maybe.]
You're... really sure?
[He's curious about it, of course he is. The very first thing he wanted to do when they were together in that astral mind space was to try and shove himself inside Viktor. It's only the potential for danger that would hold him back. But if Viktor's truly certain...]
What you're reaching for right now isn't a screwdriver. But I've got one in the drawer.
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It does not have to be right now in this moment if you are...worried. [ It is a bit of a curveball to this otherwise strange day they're having, and Viktor already worried Jayce enough as is coming here. ]
But I did want to make it known for the future, for later, and perhaps we can discuss how to go about it together. Unless you would like to try now? [ He will lean in to kiss Jayce on the lips before pulling back. He gives him a questioning look. ]
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If it's what you want to do, we can do it now.
[He leans in, giving another replying kiss to Viktor's own, and then kissing his forehead as well.]
I'll just need to find my tools. And... blow out all the candles.
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Perhaps we should, ah, help you first? I cannot imagine it will be easy to concentrate when you are, well, hard.
[ Taking care of Jayce is just as important to him, and he wants this to be good for them both. His cheeks are also flushed as he murmurs that, eyes looking down between them. ] I want you to enjoy yourself as well, Jayce.