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[ Of course he'll keep it. Even words said in the heat of the moment mean something to him. They're full of a decade's worth of desire and yearning. A decade's worth of small, kept promises—outweighed by the big, heavy promise that he broke. Jayce told him he'd show him what it meant to be loved by him and he fully intends to do that.

Viktor feeling good is his top priority right now. He wants nothing more than to know that he was the reason Viktor felt good, too. He wants to give him everything and anything that he can. He takes Viktor's urging with his hips and moves his fingers, thrusting them hard inside of the other. He curls one of his fingers slightly. ]

I will. I love you.

[ It's natural now. Like second nature. Telling Viktor he loves him is easy because Viktor makes it easy for Jayce to love him. It's second nature. And while it may have taken him 7 years to realize how effortless it was, he's going to hold onto that feeling. His lips part, giving Viktor every part of his mouth, allowing him to claim it for himself. He moans, Vik.

He grinds his hips against Viktor's, wanting some of that friction for himself. He's got a good rhythm going with his hand now, steady and rough. ]

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Ah! J-Jayce... [ Viktor lets out a soft exclamation as Jayce's finger curls inside of him. He'll bite his lip as he pants and ruts into Jayce's hips making a pleased hum with the introduction of that continuous friction between both their cocks now.

His hand might delve into the space between them both and will do a decent job of steadying their cocks together as he proceeds to run his hand up both their lengths. ]

I want you to enjoy this as-as well. [ He knows Jayce is enjoying it, but in the way of giving Viktor what he so desperately wants. Jayce was always like that, putting others before himself and his own comforts, but Viktor knew it well and wouldn't allow for him to go unattended for any longer. A soft 'ah' from him as he pants into Jayce's lips before kissing him again. His eyes half-lidded, face completely flushed, he can't help but moan into Jayce's mouth as they continue. ]

I-I'm so close. But I want us to...together. [ As he juts his hips a bit more in abortive movements. ]

[ The kiss that he returns is all clumsy and teeth. Nothing like the more thoughtful kisses he gave Viktor earlier. He's keeping himself together, just barely. He had known he missed being touched like this, but now he really realizes how much he had been craving it. Despite the clumsy kisses and moans into Viktor's mouth, he hears Viktor's plea. ]

Ah - yeah.

[ He loves the thought. He keeps the pace of his fingers slow and careful. He tries to slow it down a little, it's not a race after all. Just enough that he'll be able to get closer to that edge before he works his hands more.

Viktor's hand is doing a good job at bringing Jayce closer and closer to that edge. He moans out Viktor's name, and he whispers: ]

I thought about you -- [ He ruts his hips into Viktor's hips, letting out a small whine that shifts into a moan. ] When I was alone. [ In that cave. And given the timing of the admission, he clearly means like this. He thought of every piece of Viktor and how good they were for the whole. ]

Close...

Ah. D-Did you? Was it like this? [ A whispered tease as he presses further against the other man. Jayce slowing down makes Viktor let out a noise of frustration, but also want and desire. He needs just a little more, just more in general; this wasn't nearly enough by any stretch of the imagination. Viktor's hand stutters around both their lengths, stilling as Jayce ruts up into him so desperately and needy like that.

He'll keep his eyes firmly fixed on Jayce's face as he starts up his own ministrations again, his hand moving deftly and quickly. He's so close... ]

You're so good for me, Jayce. [ He'll say in a breathless moan as he finally feels himself spill over the ledge, hips jutting against Jayce's, his seed spilling between them both as he lets out a soft, shaky exhale. ]

[ Jayce can't help but smile at Viktor's question. There were things that were certainly like he had imagined. But that pit was lonely and it was just him, his thoughts, and his hand. ]

This is better.

[ This was the best version of anything his mind could have come up with him. If he imagined Viktor's hand on him stroking him like this — it didn't even come close to the real thing. Viktor's hand is real and Viktor is real and it's the most real version of an experience like this that he's had with his partner.

A moan, and he drowns in that praise. Viktor calling him good like that. He picks up the pace with his fingers inside Viktor, pressing and probing to find the spot that gives him the best possible sounds. He comes himself soon after Viktor between the both of them, crushing their lips together as he does, moaning into Viktor's mouth.]

[ Viktor pants into that kiss making noises as Jayce's fingers continue to fuck him through his release. He'll pant against the other's shoulder, eyes half-lidded and filled with nothing but desire as he brings a hand up to card through Jayce's hair. ] You are perfect, Jayce.

[ Perfect for me is unsaid as he presses languid kisses against the other's lips, cheeks, pressing their foreheads together with a soft sigh. ]

[ Jayce smiles, panting as their foreheads are pressed together. He knows that he's confessed a lot of terrible things, but he also shared the most important thing he's held onto. And that confession makes him feel so much lighter. He's glad that he could offer that much to Viktor. ]

As if you have room to talk.

[ Viktor calls him perfect, but he knows he's not. He doesn't debate it, though. Besides, he knows it's all about perception, Viktor sees him in a way only Viktor can. Just as Jayce sees him. He slips his hand out of Viktor, settling it against the other's hip. ]

[ Viktor can't help but laugh a little at that. ] You're the only one who sees me as such. But I never did care about how others viewed me.

[ It was always about how others would see Jayce if found together in his company. ] As long as I had you, it didn't seem as hard, life, I mean.

[ When the pain in his leg and back were almost too much to bear Jayce would always notice and offer to aid him. Brushing him off as he had back then...it was quite foolish of him, he realizes now. His fingers idly glide over Jayce's skin as he looks him directly in the eye. ] I want to make up for lost time here, with you.

[ Jayce looks comfortable and settled in. His mind feels quiet, which was rare for him. He smiles, soft and easy. He grips Viktor close, pulling the other against him so it's skin against skin. His fingers remain on Viktor's hip, though they trace idly there. ]

We'll take every moment we can and make it ours, Viktor.

[ HA soft chuckle. ]

This went...somewhere unexpected.

[ He doesn't sound disappointed. ]

[ And Viktor's fingers will trace idly across Jayce's arm before brushing some of the longer strands of hair from his face. Viktor looks away, flustered, at his own spontaneous actions. ] I would...like that very much, Jayce.

[ The delivery is a little stilted, but the sincerity is there as he stares back at Jayce. He's so handsome - is the idle thought that runs through his mind randomly.

He'll blink owlishly as he gives the other an affectionate look. ]

A good unexpected, I hope?

A very good unexpected.

[ He's enjoying the moment tucked against Viktor like this. He likes the way that the two can quietly talk like this. Jayce feels unburdened, too. There were still things Viktor didn't know, but he knew what Jayce had done - will do - to him. He knew why, too. Jayce understood why more after he did it than before he had. He hated that he came to understand his affection fully too late at home.

This is a chance he didn't know if he'd get. At home, will that Viktor be receptive of the way he feels? He just doesn't know.

He'll whisper, again, with quiet confessions. ]

You make my world feel quiet, Viktor. [ In the best way possible. No one else has been able to do that for him. ]

[ Viktor smiles small but so full of love and affection back at Jayce, a hand lightly carding through the other's hair. ] Good. I would have been extremely embarrassed if you had said otherwise.

[ Amusing. ]

If I can do even that much for you, Jayce, then I will. [ He'll press his forehead against Jayce's, a small but intimate gesture seen in Zaun customs. ]

And you make mine feel less lonely.

You do so much more than that.

[ He doesn't know if he can fully explain to Viktor what it is that he does for Jayce. What he does for him. He doesn't know the significance of that forehead touch, but he knows how nice it is to feel that close. His arms shift, moving around Viktor's shoulders.

He's affectionate like this by nature, this isn't something new to Viktor. ]

I wish I knew sooner how I felt.

[ That's a load of regret right there. ]

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